Public Outburst of Uncontrollable Tears? Embarrassing.

You know those days where you are literally so tired that every little that happens builds you up to the point where you just embarrassingly burst in to tears in public over something little?

Today is one of those days. 

And it is only 1pm.

Spring break is RIGHT around the corner, but this week and next week have been and will be so busy, which has essentially caused me to not get very much sleep at all. 

This whole week I have stayed up until at least 1:30am, which may not seem very late for a college student but I have to wake up every morning at 6:30 to get ready for work. So the most sleep I have gotten this week is 5 hours a night max and my days have all gone until at least 9pm with barely any breaks throughout the day.

Last night I was up until 2:30am working on biology, which is hard for me when I am not tired, and got about 4 1/2 hours of sleep. This morning I woke up 2 minutes before I had to be at work so I literally went to work in my pajamas. Thank the Lord all I do is childcare in the morning about 5 blocks from where I live.

Right after I got done with work and quickly drove home and was able to take a 5 minute shower and eat a bowl of cereal. As I was pouring the milk in to my cereal, I dropped the gallon—causing it to spill everywhere. This obviously took some time to clean up, so I ended up being later for class. Build-up #1.

I sped to Fox and got to class about 5 minutes late. Throughout the lecture I could feel myself starting to nod off, so I re-braided my hair about 5 times to stay awake. But then finally I kind of just went in to a trance just staring at the professor. He asked a question and no one answered. I literally got to the point where I was staring but did not hear a word he said. Once a couple people turned around and looked at me, I realized that he had asked me what the answer was. I had no idea what the question was so I said I don't know, come to find out it was a really easy question. Then an hour after class I had lab with him and he told me that he had called on me because he could tell I was falling asleep the whole class. Well, sign number one that I obviously did not get enough sleep last night. Build up #2

After class I realized that I had an internship meeting and I was wearing my comfortable jeans, a Nike sweatshirt, and my romeos. So I knew I had to run back to my house and change and put a little make up on to look decent. After I get all changed and run out the door to get to my meeting-I slip on something causing me to fall pretty much flat on my back. I got up and I was covered in mud, so I had to run upstairs to change again. Build up #3.

So I quickly change and rush over to where I had a meeting. I walk in and say I am here for my meeting with Jill and then lady at the front desk tells me that she is not in the office today and asked if I as sure that I had an appointment today. She then continued to look up Jill's schedule, only for my meeting to me NEXT Thursday and I must have wrote it in my calendar wrong. Build up #4.

So I go back outside to head back home to change back in to my comfortable clothing and walking out to my car I reached in to my side pocket of my backpack and my keys aren't there. Then only come to realize that I locked them in my car. Build up #5.

Because I have locked my keys in my car this year already, I had recently had someone mail me my spare key that I had left back home. Thankfully my internship meeting was close to campus so I went down in to the canyon and my key was in my mailbox. So after I got this all situated, I drove back to my house to change back in to my comfortable clothes I had on to start the day. 

I went back to Fox to get quickly order some food because I needed some time in the library to get an assignment done. So I went in to the den to get some food. As I patiently waited in the long line, I got up to the counter and ordered a BLT with some tater tots. After about 10 minutes, they called my name for my food to be done and I grabbed my plate and started walking towards the condiments for some ketchup for my tots.

And that's when it happened. 

I tripped over someone's backpack that was laying too far away from their table and I dropped all of my food. 

Public Outburst of Uncontrollable Tears. Embarrassing. 

The person whose backpack I tripped over got up quickly and apologized about a million times and helped me pick up the mess. I tried to explain to him that it wasn't him who made me cry, but I don't think he understood. I seriously felt like there were a million eyes on me. I don't know if anyone I knew was in the den, but I picked up my food, threw it away, and quickly went to the library—Still in tears.

I needed to get some homework done, but here I am. Blogging. 

I finally got all of the mascara off that ran down my face. 

I have about an hour to get some homework done before I have packed schedule until 10pm.

I don't think that I am going to be staying up late tonight.